Hey,hey!
So...I didnt actually want to update. But, i just had to.
Today was the end of my holiday. For the sec 2 and 3s came back tgt with the teachers. Haiz...
Il remember the good times...times of peace,tranquility and no queues. Well...its over now...Sob..sobsob...
Anyway...I dont have much to say today guys. Sorry.
Il update tmr. For tmr is the 1st day of Superteen. Prepared to cry my heart out.
Dont call me gay...

I wanna sleep now.
I think im gonna have to do it...My life's plan is ruined..All that planning, down the drain. Just because of...nvm..
Anyway, gonna have learning journey tmr with the other brothers. Gonna have fun. Hopefully, have the guts to piss off people.
Im sorry mates, i cant live this life anymore. Someone told me this morning that this is the time to be selfish. I guess il have to do that now.
Ofc, the one month i spent is down the drain too now that i wont be...nvm.
Anyway...iv wasted my teenage life. Threw it away. Its really not difficult to understand why there's people who commit suicide. Hahaha.
Dont worry guys, im not THAT crazy.
Anyway..Im sorry i didnt console _____ when she was sad just now. I should have done smth. But i couldnt. I was pissed at Ms _______. Anyway...im sorry. Huhu.
Ciao~

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Damn...

I Wish Nothing Went wrong. I wish everything went right. I wish i had u by my side...Haiz...If there was ever a time i needed you to be here with me, its now...

Im in real shit guys. I mean, i dont know what i should do anymore..Really...My life plan's ruined.

I Wish you weren't such a bitch.. I thought it was possible until that day where you told me it wasnt. I really never wanted to do what i did...

I need you now more than ever, I want you now and forever..
Please...help me. I need you. I dont mean i cant live without you. I just mean that i need to talk to you. I need someone to talk to. All my other good friends, its not that i dont wanna talk to u guys, its just that...i want to talk to her...

Haiz...
Im sorry the update is depressing...But i cant help it...I need her...I really do...
Now, more than ever..

Good Night Readers!
So, Its saturday. So, ill start updating from...FRIDAY!
Was an okay day. Started to rain while me and the other brothers were at Ayza. Good thing Hairul had an umbrella and Ashraf had his NPCC uniform. However...we were still wet. Hahaha. Anyway, got to school on time. And had the bio test. Which currently, is not a good thing. Ms Chan just sent a scary sms. Of which i thought was specifically for me. But then the truth started to emerge. She has sent it to the whole class. PHEW!
Anyway, The day went smoothly. Until...PRAYER. ONCE AGN! I SLEPT!!! BUT this time i actually managed to hear the khutbah. However...while they were saying some prayers...I fell asleep...for my malay friends, it was when we started saying "amin". I remember putting my hands together...closing my eyes...and waking up, with everyone finishing the last few "amin"s. Anyway...i was pretty sad about it. Then, went back to school, did a physics test and went home. Managed to reach Diyana's place early this time. Got to the tuition person's home right on time. This time we were the only two there. Time flew pretty fast. I can do differentiation with confidence now. Hahaha!
Anyway, turned out it rained at Pasir Ris too in the morning. Haha. Wasnt planning on sleeping there, But slept there in the end...

ANYWAY!
SATURDAY!
Woke up. Slept, woke up. Devoured Gideon. I think i read 100-200 pages in the morning. What else was i supposed to do? Hahaha. I was a guest after all. Went to Tampines and then back home where i made a detour and met Farhan to lepak. Bata girl, she had her hair short. I was astonished...The beauty...Hahah. Han urged me to get her number. But ofc...i could not. Anyway...Watching soccer now. Ciao~
Man U leading 1-0. :D

HELLO PEOPLE!
So...Its been some time since i updated my blog. Not really...Huhu. Anyway, im getting Brother H or someone else to change my blogskin soon. Anyway,

TODAY!
Was a good day until the end. Woke up late, without realising i was late. I woke up at 6 and said, "Hmm...its still early...ok il sleep somemore". Thought it was 5...Crap.

SO! I went out, coincidentally took the same bus as Hairul. And guess who was there too. Hahaha. I felt my heart sink when I saw...anyway, i was listening to the solo of Highway Star. So, It felt like i was punched by Mike Tyson in the face. ouch. Met everyone at Ayza. Walked to school and stayed at the toilet. Haha. Today was pretty slack. But somewhy, tiring. PE WAS FUN. CIRCUIT TRAINING! I was tired, but it was fun. Then came Amaths. It was ok. Then EL! As usual...did not do much work. But was given work. Anyway, Recces. Rushed hw. Then It was...MT. As usual, easy,relaxing,calm. ME. Idi Amin. U mean, mean person. Huhu. THEN! Humans? I think so. Sad videos...I felt my heart tremble at the videos. The 9/11 one was bad. I saw many 9/11 shit. But i never felt so much fear instilled in me after that video. People were flying...Haiz...and the little girl with a dead dad...Haiz...Even Mrs Yan cried. So, after that was Bio. People were pretty much dead by now. Tired. Sleepy. Then it was physics remedial. Survived it. Learned quiet abit. I mean, recapped. Huhu. Then...Did SS. And went home with Hairul. Soccer training for the school team was cancelled.

Hmmm...Im learning to play the guitar from Saf now. And also maybe the Keyboard from Hairul. It would really impress....maybe not. HAHA!
ANYWAY!
I wanna buy an acoustic guitar. Good thing i have bursary money.
Ciao~

HELLO READERS~
TODAY! Was a crazy day. 18th january. Haiz...this day should not be bringing sadness..But with all that has happened, how else can i feel right?
So, brother D is very upset and thus, he got scolded because he was very sad. I got horned by a motorcycle. GO F~~K YOURSELF LOSER! I KNOW HOW TO CROSS THE ROAD! IT DOESNT HELP THAT I HAVENT SLEPT FOR 20 HOURS DOES IT?!?!

ANYWAY~
Today was messed up...idk how to describe it. It was ok, then it turned hellish, then it turned like crap. Then it was just ridiculous.
Btw, Fitri. Hi :D
Hehe.

CIAO~

QUICKIE!
So, Iv been busy lately. Actually...iv always been bz...i just never got to the point of adressing to my business and doing wat im supposed to be bz with..
Well, after a long time, im finally gonna do my hw. Alone. Without copying. At least...starting to.. Hehe..
SO!
Doing maths now. Gonna have a crazy night with all the hw.
SO!
Gonna update bout the weekend.
FRIDAY!
Was a good day. Managed to survive the day. For the first time, I did not manage to remember anything from the khutbah(The thing the person talks about during friday prayer). I was soooo sleepy, i slept. And woke up listening to people saying prayers. And I think the other brothers were sleeping too. Hahaha. Maybe except for brother D. Im sure Brother F and H fell asleep. BUT SRSLY! I FELL COMPLETELY ASLEEP!
After prayer, ate under the cave at the playground. Wahahaha. Hairul made a mess.... Then, holla ass-ed back to school where i had physics spa with mr loh. it was okay. THEN! Went home and prepared for tuition. First impressions are important. And i was late for the first lesson..NOT MY FAULT! Maybe my fault..BUT Diyana gave crappy directions. Hahahahaha. Anyway, walked to tuition with Diyana, had tuition(which was ok. better than i thought) then went home. It was a nice train ride. Read a book while listening to music. Really nice. Haha. Especially since there werent many people in the mrt.
SATURDAY!
Collected bursary. Went to tampines. Ate at Bali Thai. Didnt bring my charger...resorted to smsing Diyana using my moms phone. HAHAHA!
SUNDAY!
Went home, went to madrasah. Got home, do homework.
OK GUYS! THATS ALL FOR TODAY!
Ciao~~
LaDy doesnt read this blog. Anyway, cheer up. Even though u dont read this blog...Hahaha.

Hey guys.
Reluctantly posting. So, how was today AbR?
Hmm...it was ok. Woke up in the morning at 4 FREAKING AM. To do homework. Slept after every qn. Thank god for creating music. Then went to Ayza as usual. Ate prata. I ate alot today...haiz...
After that, reached school and ofc, the math test. Yay. I Got 0. Pretty crappy shit. Then physics. Yay, another test. Oh wait, wats this? Mr Loh believes in us and we will do it at home without cheating? Ok, il do it without cheating. So, Then there was one... English. Studied for half an hour with hairul. It was nuts. We passed. Hehe.

Then, went to do homework at the canteen with The other brothers. Went home with Farhan since i had nth to do. Was pretty crazy in the bus. Alot of spare drivers. Hehe. And also, the people who dont understand that the bus is FREAKIN FULL! U CANT GO IN ANYMORE DAMN IT. Went home and slacked. Finally cooked for the 1st time in a long time. AND! Fifa-ed. Haha.

K GUYS!
CIAO~

AbR is BACK BABY!
SO! After a long, long time of not updating, i have finally gathered enough energy to update. So, a lot of things has happened. I think that sentence is grammatically wrong... or is it just me...
ANYWAY! Im happy to be back. Just seems more...cheerful to be blogging again. I dont know if my readers are still here. But, Im gonna have brother H change my skin. Soon. Hmm...Il just update about today.

TODAY!
Had an ok day. Thats bcus there was soccer try outs and i had fun playing for 1 minute in the super heavy rain. Anyway, going again tomorrow. Im going for fun. Dont say Idk how to play soccer...cus...ok fine im not great at it. Anyway, after waiting for the rain to die out, Went to bathe in the toilet with dzul and hairul. Brother F left early to go home with his loved one. haha. Anyway, talking bout loved ones... Nahhh...Hahaha.

Today there was photo taking too. And i styled my hair. So much that I felt awesome. Like a kampong boy. AWESOME!
Informal photo was great too. Striked a pose with Hai Song. So, i dun think theres much else to talk about.

Dont you just LOVE it when the SUN SHINEs? Hehe.