HEY GUYS!
Morning post.
So...yesterday night my mom came in my room. I immediately hid under the blanket. She stayed for some time. I wanted her to leave. I blasted my handphone. Heard nth she said. Look, i wasnt trying to disrespect her. And she wasnt saying much. She was asking me smth. Which was ok if i didnt answer. I wished and wished with all my might she wud leave the room and leave me alone. And she did after what? 5 minutes? So, there i sat in the darkness of my room, listening to the same song over and over again. Thinking, why? And frankly, i just have to listen to my head more than my heart. I mean, yeah my heart always tells me to do the right thing, but my head always tells me to do the smart thing. So, after so many right but stupid decisions and satisfying other ppl other than myself, fuck it. Imma wing it. Follow my head. All the time. Screw other people right? No...thats too mean. So, for the moment, il be thinking more for my own benefit. Huhu. Anyway, yesterday night was a sad night. The crazy bitched smsed me again. Such great pleasure i had when i saw the first sms of the day was from her. (Sarcastic btw)
More pleasure i had deleting the damn thing. whoa. For a moment i forgot how to spell delete. Ok guys...thats it for the morning. A great way to start the morning huh.
Ciao. AbR