I'll remember this as your parting words.

Truly insensitive, insecure, immature and indecisive. It’s not what I came up with, but what others say. And they don’t even know you well enough. No more hopes, no more disappointments. I’m building a wall and if you’re really worth it, you’ll tear it down even if it kills you.
This has been an eye-opener, really. Seeing who you are and how you respond to situations. No doubt I’ll move on soon, but let’s just see what’s gonna happen after this. Quite excited tbh. I’ll just take this as a learning point. My flaws, my mistakes. I’ll take care of those.
I’ve told you that guys are lucky to be able to win my friends’ hearts. You too. Got lucky, but then it got wasted. Your loss for letting go of me even if I’m flawed.
I’m not kidding when I say I’ve been crying so much for the past week. Almost every single night even though the days were spent with you. I’m never gonna allow myself to be that weak ever again cos it’s disgusting. And tiring, but mostly disgusting. Ohwell it’s all over now. No more pain, no more heartbreaks, no more disappointments.
I really do hope you don’t read this though.